Past mistakes, past situations, and just the past in general are coming back into my life like a freight train . Yesterday my plans were to finish work, go swim and then go play trivia. I thought I would need Wednesday after work to discuss things and since that was going to be my day to run errands I needed to do before leaving town this weekend I did them instead after work yesterday before trivia. I also was trying to prepare some things that HAD to get done for this whole situation so I wasn't able to work out during my lunch hour yesterday. There are just some things that are more important than working out you know?! Then today I was suppose to go to an event with an organization I am part after work of but wasn't able to make it because I knew I would have to finish things up and it would keep me late. I was right. I wanted to go swim after work but my mind is just consumed and completely put me off it. I wasn't able to work out during the day either because I was at a Workshop during the morning and had entirely too much to do instead.
The discussion is now Thursday after work. I did though tell the other person involved that I HAD to work out/ swim after work so I wasn't able to talk until after 7pm EST. I was proud of myself for that. This has altered my plans all week and I wasn't going to let it alter another one!!! This has definitely been a stressful couple of days but I am proud of myself even though work outs have suffered a little bit. I haven't eaten my worries away at all! For me that is a HUGE NSV! Tomorrow I hope to get in small work out during lunch and then swim after work. I'll keep you updated. Oh I gained a tad bit of weight and clocked in at 170.2 this morning. Stress typically makes you hold water, weight, etc so I am not worried.
Right now I am trying to focus on this weekend when I get to see my amazing boyfriend and see my favorite band Incubus in concert this weekend!!!! I can't flipin wait!!! :)
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